lalas.

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己判刑
忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意

一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球

有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

you are unbelievable.

A: Hey, do you need _ ?
B: Eh, sure!
A: Alright!

A: *&%##$%&#(#*&@T%(@($O&
B:

good night.

I knew i was going to say good night.
Wasn’t sure about you.
Apparently you left.
Without a word.

Sometimes i really wonder,
why should i care?

p.s: wanted to blog about my very fulfilling supper trip but its 3.24am now and i have to turn in because i have to wake up early to play pet society tomorrow morning. its MONDAY people! shall blog about it another day. GOOD NIGHT.

in my heart, you’ll always be the one.

Alison should be the winner of ANTM. ):

i realise…

I’m really alone.

that’s just who we are.

Why do i have to find out this way?
I was already upset about things.
Then I had to know about things that upset me even more.

Was super sad even after hanging up the phone.
But suddenly i remember something:
‘The world does not revolves around you’
So i was thinking…
Even if I’m very sad and cried my eyeballs out,
THE WORLD STILL SPINS.

People still go to bed, eat, sleep and shit.
Nothing will change just because I’m sad.
So why am I being so hard to myself.

So I concentrated on PET SOCIETY.
And I feel so much better now.
(:

爱到妥协
到头来 还是无解
绑着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演
我好累

tick-tock, tick-tock.

To: My pillar of support,

I hope its not going to rain for the next 12 days.
I hope I know some kind of magic so I can clean the 2 vehicles automatically.
And the uniforms too.

I hope SR gets well soon (if he really is sick).
I hope SR turns up tomorrow (if he chao geng).

I hope the the guy settles the pay by the time you come home.
I hope the guy who made the mistake trip and fall.

I hope the batteries last so long.
I hope despite being sian,
you’ll be good and fine.

♥, Your cheering squad.

where is my holiday getaway?

I think i should blog even if its holiday.
Which means i’m stuck at home most of the time
because i got no money to go out.
Which also means i’m either playing PS or RC on FB
or watching GGs2 or ANTMc12 on PPS.

For those who understand,
WELCOME TO THE CLUB.
For those who don’t,
good for you, you have a life.

This evening,
I DROVE THE CAR.
(To Sungei Gedong camp!!! Very far!!!)
AND PARKED IT, TWICE.
Am so proud of myself.
Hahahaha.
Thank you 香香猪肠粉！
Sorry for being a bitch again.
I’m just stress + nervous.
Need to attend some stress management course soon!

Tomorrow night,
I will be going out with the History people for supper.
I’ve decided to eat mushroom cheese prata
and a cup of ice milo –
like its something new.
Michelle is coming to drive me.
So sweet.

stand by my side.

The weather was so cooling this evening that
I kept dozing off when i was reading Merger notes on bed.
So i decided to take a nap.
It was a nice 1 hour nap.

The air-con is being loud now and I hate it.
I  had been a bitch to Louis over the weekend because i thought i can.
I am so so soooooo sorry darling!
Daddy and I just killed THAT cockroach.
I am going to watch 17 Again tomorrow!
I have no idea why am i so random suddenly.
Oh, maybe its because…..

IN ABOUT 13 HOURS AND 30 MINS TIME,
I WILL BE HAPPY LIKE A FISH
& FREE LIKE A BIRD!!!!!!
3 MONTHS HOLIDAY FTW!!!!!!

you never know what is enough.

Just how many bad things can happen in 1 single night?

First I realized that I am never going to complete Merger tonight.
Next my air-con chose to drip water when I need it the most.
Then I saw a little cockroach near my toothbrush
when I wanna clean up to freshen up before I continue with more Merger.

Now I feel gross and disgusted,
I’m in no mood to continue with all the nonsense.

(‘all’ is a basic word)